Friday, November 5, 2010

Single White (Disgruntled) Male

Michelangelo

Count them: 1, 2, 3...
                                       The Freebie, Hall Pass, No Strings Attached.

Films are going further. Stretching. Sex has long not been a taboo in our culture or artwork. It is such a common mark that its mention is almost mandatory in any action movie trailer these days. You'll be hard pressed to find any (outside of Stallone flicks, God bless 'em!) that don't intersperse glimpses of sex and seduction between raw moments of unmediated adventure. But okay, I've become accustomed to this. I can look away. It is not always an easy task, but it can be done. It can be accomplished.

What I can't ignore is subject matter. Plot. When the course of events revolves around not just sex, but some aspect of sexual ascent, my ignorance capabilities are famished to death. I have to invite it into my eyes, my thought life, or just run away.

The three films mentioned above are all coming to theaters in the next few months. They all star household names (well, okay, Dex Shepard isn't exactly a superstar...), and if you wish, you can easily find tantalizing teasers for the three romcoms.

They are stretching our social conscience. Stretching, stretching, stretching. Count the ways.

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Peter Paul Rubens
I just finished reading, with a buddy of mine, "Every Man's Battle" by (primarily) Stephen Arterburn. The book is a nicety in that it provides some practical devices to help a man avert his eyes, heart, and mind from the cacophony of seduction the world thrusts upon us.  Today, upon completion of the book, I began to look if the authors had published any other works on the subject matter of sexual purity. "Every Man's Battle" is informative, but it's focused predominantly at a demographic of married men. Having never had the privilege of claiming to be engaged in the institute of marriage, I wanted to see if the authors had published anything for us single folk. Unsurprisingly, they have done so. As I scrolled through the amazon.com page deciphering whether I should purchase "Every Single Man's Battle" or not, I read the only three reviews posted. All were negative.

Sometime after Stephen Arterburn published "Every Man's Battle", his wife left him. According to the reviews, Mr. Arterburn was not promiscuous, and in fact did everything he could to remain married, but his efforts proved futile. If the woman wants out, she gets out. And that is that. But the story continues. After the divorce was finalized (his second), Mr. Arterburn fell back into a lifestyle of pornographic addiction. This was the man that wrote the playbook for how to avoid such venomous tripe, and yet he got sucked in again. Man alive! Where are the heroes of the faith? It appears that they (the heroes) are not the ones writing books. Note: My intention is not to defame the character or motive of Mr. Arterburn, but only to sigh that men of renown in the Christian tradition fall to such sinful ways. It also rubs me a bit that he got married again for a third time, but that's a conversation for another, not here, time.

Joseph Solomon
Discovering this sad tale caused me to think of the wretched state of Mr. Ted Haggard. Haggard's homosexual infidelity is now infamous. From what I understand, his church convened a council to figure out how to deal with their fallen angel swiftly after the news broke a few years back. They came up with a series of corrective and disciplinarian measures of which they asked Mr. Haggard to sign onto. I am told he did indeed sign such a document. One of those restrictions was that Ted was not to ever be ordained again as a pastor. He was to take on a more humble role in life. As of June of this year, Ted Haggard has decided that signing such a document as he did was folly, and most certainly not the Lord's will for his life. He is leading a new congregation today.

Can someone please tell Mr. Haggard to read the first line of "The Purpose Driven Life". It's not about you, Ted. Get off the damn stage.

Surely it is a good and righteous thing for our Christian leaders to be open with their flock about the sin in their life.  But on that same note, they are our elders in the community, the ones chosen to lead us in rightward living that strives to bear the image of Christ in our hearts. Their standard must be high.

Paul's words in 1 Corinthian's 11:1, Be imitators of me, as also I am of Christ.

Ted Haggard (and sadly, Mr. Arterburn as well) can't tell us to be like him. He should take himself out of leadership, and in his place hungry servants of the Lord will fill those defiled shoes... people who do imitate Christ.

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No Strings Attached, The Freebie, and Hall Pass all deal with the wife (and/or girlfriend) allowing her beloved to go stick his penis in some other woman. That's the freebie.  That's the hall pass. That's life without strings.

Hieronymus Bosch

I'm willing to bet that all three films reach mushy conclusions about how it isn't worth it, and the man comes running back to the girl saying, "I only want you."  But it won't matter. The films will give us well over 60 minutes of fantasizing time. That thought will permeate the minds of all the men and women who see it. Monogamy is getting the short end of the stick.

I don't know. I don't have an answer. I don't want to say, 'Hey guys, let's all get together and boycott these films, because that'll teach 'em!' Perhaps my only concern is just to look around and say, 'Hey guys, you see this, right? You see what's happening here?'

To tell myself that sex is a function of the institute of marriage -- that it's this beautiful fruit that I currently have no right to -- that's a hard pill to swallow. Often, keeping my mind and body sober of sexual thoughts and actions just makes me feel like shit.  But that's just when I need a Ted Haggard to yell at me, 'Hey Dante, it's not about you (and your penis). Sit your ass down.'

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Max Liebermann
Lord, don't you see how pervasive perverse sexual license has become in this age of ours? Do you know? Do you see? Do you understand?

Grant the Body of the Church peace, stamina, and perseverance, so that we would not succumb to the succubus that appears ever-so alluring.

 Father, help us. We drown without you. 

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Revelation 14:4-5
These are the ones who have not been defiled with women, for they have kept themselves chaste. These are the ones who follow the Lamb wherever He goes. These have been purchased from among men as first fruits to God and to the Lamb. And no lie was found in their mouth; they are blameless.

6 comments:

  1. Less than one hour prior to my beginning to write this response I had a brief discourse with a colleague new found friend. We were discussing our plans for this evening and the idea was proposed that I may bring a lady home from a bar. I am not and have never been married and by God's grace alone have not yet crossed that line. I responded in a matter of fact manner that I wouldn't do that. He asked me if I was gay. I explained my beliefs and he responded with incredulity. He stated that it is just illogical to not experience sex before marriage. The crux of his argument was that sexual compatibility is a huge issue that can only be determined through trial and error. Trying to be quick on my feet. I responded with the analogy that American's have a habit of marrying the ones we love rather than loving the ones we marry. I hope that applies to sexual compatibly, but I don’t know.
    Sexual sin is a great frustration within the church. Nothing is such a clear representation of the hypocrisy we are charged with than this. At the same time I feel it is put on a pedestal and given more control than it should be. Men are often racked with guild for masturbating after months of abstinence. Why does masturbation carry such a stigma in that man's mind that he is dominated by guilt for it, but not for looking at a woman with lust or experiencing extreme pride or hating his brother? I do not wish to downplay lust or sexual immorality, but why does it have such a grip on us?
    That being said, the idea of pre-marital sex and the sexualization of America (I can’t speak for Slovenia) ruins me. Ironically pride flairs up much more when thinking about it then lust. I catch myself patting myself on the back, “Good job for not having sex” I say to myself. Yet day in and day out I don’t show love to my neighbor without batting an eye. I also struggle with entitlement. I have no "claim" to anything on earth, yet I constantly find myself considering how my future wife should be a virgin if I am a virgin. I have no right to stand on my pedestal and making those demands. I have struggled with lust, pornography, and the like. What makes that different than the woman who made a mistake early in life and repented? Who has been more affected anyway? The woman who has sex with one other partner before marriage or the man who struggles with pornography? Forgive me for this digression.
    In response to your conclusion I can only offer my support. Stay strong brother. There are others who by the grace of God alone stand at your side on the battlefield of sexual immorality. When you find yourself struggling with envy, look across the scarred landscape, catch the eye of your likeminded brother, give a nod of the head, take courage, and press forward. And we must press on toward relationships and marriage that glorify God alone.

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  2. Less than one hour prior to my beginning to write this response I had a brief discourse with a colleague new found friend. We were discussing our plans for this evening and the idea was proposed that I may bring a lady home from a bar. I am not and have never been married and by God's grace alone have not yet crossed that line. I responded in a matter of fact manner that I wouldn't do that. He asked me if I was gay. I explained my beliefs and he responded with incredulity. He stated that it is just illogical to not experience sex before marriage. The crux of his argument was that sexual compatibility is a huge issue that can only be determined through trial and error. Trying to be quick on my feet. I responded with the analogy that American's have a habit of marrying the ones we love rather than loving the ones we marry. I hope that applies to sexual compatibly, but I don’t know.
    Sexual sin is a great frustration within the church. Nothing is such a clear representation of the hypocrisy we are charged with than this. At the same time I feel it is put on a pedestal and given more control than it should be. Men are often racked with guild for masturbating after months of abstinence. Why does masturbation carry such a stigma in that man's mind that he is dominated by guilt for it, but not for looking at a woman with lust or experiencing extreme pride or hating his brother? I do not wish to downplay lust or sexual immorality, but why does it have such a grip on us?
    That being said, the idea of pre-marital sex and the sexualization of America (I can’t speak for Slovenia) ruins me. Ironically pride flairs up much more when thinking about it then lust. I catch myself patting myself on the back, “Good job for not having sex” I say to myself. Yet day in and day out I don’t show love to my neighbor without batting an eye. I also struggle with entitlement. I have no "claim" to anything on earth, yet I constantly find myself considering how my future wife should be a virgin if I am a virgin. I have no right to stand on my pedestal and making those demands. I have struggled with lust, pornography, and the like. What makes that different than the woman who made a mistake early in life and repented? Who has been more affected anyway? The woman who has sex with one other partner before marriage or the man who struggles with pornography? Forgive me for this digression.
    In response to your conclusion I can only offer my support. Stay strong brother. There are others who by the grace of God alone stand at your side on the battlefield of sexual immorality. When you find yourself struggling with envy, look across the scarred landscape, catch the eye of your likeminded brother, give a nod of the head, take courage, and press forward. And we must press on toward relationships and marriage that glorify God alone.

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  3. Hey Dante,

    I caught your blog on my Google Alert under the term "sexual purity".

    I think your critique of Every Man's Battle is a valid one. It is directed more for the married. There are many other books on sexual purity that I think are better.

    *Pure Desire by Ted Roberts is a good one
    *When Good Men Are Tempted by Bill Perkins
    *Healing the Wounds of Sexual Addiction by Mark Laaser (phenomenal)

    * In the same school of books by Arterburn there is a book called Every Young Man's Battle that is addressed to the single man.

    I have been struggling with my own sexual purity since Jr. High, but working intensely and deeply on it for the last 3 years. I lost my job and ministry position because of my lust and porn struggles. It was an important wake up call to begin pursuing the health that I needed (sexually, spiritually, emotionally, relationally, and even intellectually).

    My wife and I run the site www.porntopurity.com.

    You have a very interesting blog with some different perspectives.

    Jeff Fisher
    Raleigh, NC

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  4. Mr. White,

    I agree with you that we tend to pinpoint and elevate sexual sins over others. From my perspective, I think perhaps one of the main reasons for this is it is a very tangible path to sin. I don't sit alone in my apartment and feel the surge to be proud or envious. Those sins sneak through the back door.

    Your concluding thoughts causes me to think of the end of the battle at Falkirk in the film Braveheart. If you can recall, there's a moment when Wallace finishes slaying some dude, and then looks back at the battlefied. He's survived, but who else? And one by one he starts nodding and recognizing his fellow surviving warriors. It's a simple moment, but it sticks with me. It's a privilege to get to fight, and to look back at fellow brothers-in-arms running the race. God be with you, Mr. White.

    Oh, and that "Are you gay?" thing is so friggin' annoying! I've been there, brother... too many times.

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  5. Mr. Fisher,

    Thanks for the visit. I had no idea google did that type of stuff... that's pretty neat.

    I'll look into those other book recommendations!

    It's encouraging to know of and see fellow men of the Word stand up and unite against such devastating betrayals of God as lust can be.

    Also, that translator tool you have for your website is pretty rad... It'll be cool to see how translator technology evolves in the next few years.

    Again, thanks for the visit and comment, good sir.

    Peace be the Journey,
    Dante Stack

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  6. Addition: Count them: 1, 2, 3, 4...
    Add "Friends with Benefits" to the list. Goodness, gracious, people!

    In other news, an intriguing word from Job:

    "I have made a covenant with my eyes...
    If my heart has been enticed by a woman,
    Or I have lurked at my neighbor's doorway,
    May my wife grind for another,
    And let others kneel down over her."
    Job 31:1, 9-10

    Dude, Job was a warrior.

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